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So it turns out that Redbeard is less this…

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And more this…

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He sent me the following message tonight:

“Hi, sorry for the slow response. Just been doing alot of thinking. It’s time we need to say goodbye. I’m not mad or upset, just wanting more than fwb. I hate to do this via messenger but I don’t even have your number. I really like you but you just don’t want what I want, and that’s ok. Your a cool lady and I hope you find what your looking for. Goodbye, Miss [Ginger].”

Without really thinking it through, I immediately replied:

“Ok. I’m not surprised. I figured you’d dump me before your birthday. Good luck. Bye.”

That was the end of our communications. Either I’m a damn ice queen now or I really just don’t give a fuck anymore. It’s kind of nice. I think I’m finally becoming an ADULT! Just kidding. That’s never going to happen.

I’m just not ready for husband #4. I don’t mind dating someone, but what’s the rush?

I’ve finally got a job that I love, a groovy apartment, a great family, and the internet. How could I possibly need anything more? This living single shit is awesome. I don’t have to wait to get into my own bathroom in the mornings. I don’t have to rush. I don’t have to make my bed if I don’t want to, and if I do, it’s because I honestly do want to. I don’t have share the closet! That’s a big plus.

I smoke, I drink my sweet tea, and I watch any damn thing I want to watch on television. Life could always be better, but for right now, this is pretty pretty pretty pretty good.

Until next time…

Peace, love, & happiness.

Have you ever had a lover you wanted to break up with but keep as a friend? or perhaps as a casual sex partner?

Yes, yes, and yes! I’ve had many lovers that I wish I were still friends with or could have as a casual sex partner, aka “fuck buddy.” Not that I don’t have any former lovers that I’m still friends with, there are just others that I’ve unfortunately lost contact with. And no, I’m not talking about Manwhore. The sex with him wasn’t that great anyway. He was funny though, and I love a man who can make me laugh.

As far as f-buddies are concerned, I don’t have any of those right now. Since I’m doing the monogamy thing now, having a f-buddy is out of the question. However, if I were to have one, I’ve got a list of men that I would choose from. Most likely the majority of them would still be up for it.

I recently got a message from one on Facebook that I used to see on a very loose basis a long time ago. He’s a successful, intelligent, funny, sexy, well-hung man in Atlanta and I’ve always adored him. Unfortunately he leads a very busy life and I only saw him one more time after I left Atlanta. He came to NYC for business and I met him at his hotel. There were no awkward hello’s or conversation. We were friends and knew what we were both there for, sex. It was pretty much just us getting down to our own business. Oh my green jeans! It was fabulous and very memorable. Every time with him was special, not like just a plain old booty call. I wouldn’t mind getting some more of him, but I’m not sure that will ever happen. Never say never, right?

The question specifies that it’s lovers that you wanted to break up with. I admit that I’m an awful girlfriend at times and I usually break up with guys for the most miniscule of reasons. I call it the Seinfeld Syndrome. There always seems to be something about the person that drives me crazy to the point that I just can’t take it anymore. I also like to look at it as my subconscious telling me that he’s not “the one.”