It’s been two months since my last
confession post. Buck and I have since moved to another state and have begun our little life together. Originally the plan was that he would just move to be with me, and he did. Once he got there though, I brought up the idea that maybe we should move back to his home state. It made sense for several reasons, but the main one was that he wouldn’t have to pay out-of-state tuition. He also would be close to his family and friends. Of course I knew I’d miss the friends that I had made in Podunk, Mississippi, but it also meant I would no longer have to see Teacher on a regular basis.
Teacher and I have become friends since he broke up with me in March of last year, but it was still a little awkward at times, especially once Buck arrived and was hanging out with me all the time. Getting over the breakup with Teacher wasn’t easy, but I was proud that I had eventually recovered and moved on. It’s not always easy to move on though when you have to see your ex-boyfriend every other day. So moving to another state seemed like a blessing in disguise.
So there was a lot of driving back and forth for Buck. He had to go home for Christmas without me while I stayed in Mississippi and worked through the end of the year. My last day at work was the last day of 2014. It seemed a fitting end to a crazy year.
Buck came back after Christmas and on January 3rd we moved. It hasn’t been easy, but it’s been great. I had to leave 80% of my belongings in a storage unit in Mississippi because it wouldn’t all fit in his tiny car. His car still looked like a tiny clown car once we had stuffed it to the gills with my clothes and necessities. By necessities I mean some shoes, clothes, computer, silverware, one (just one) plate, my Monkey, and one Willie picture (my 1980s autographed album promo poster of Willie Nelson). There were some other random things thrown in, but no furniture other than one large metal shelving unit and one small metal shelving unit. They only made it in because they could be taken apart and thus didn’t take up much room in the car.
When Buck went home for Christmas he rented us an apartment that I had found online. That was at least one less thing we had to take care of once we got to my new home state. I’ve met his family, most of them anyway, and everyone seems to like me, which is a relief. Now I’m just doing daily job searches and applying for every office-type job I can find. He starts back to school in another week, so he’s been busy getting all that in order.
Now for the part that I haven’t really mentioned yet. Buck and I have something in common. We both like the D. By D I mean dick. Yes, he likes having sex with both men and women. This is the point where I don’t really know how to explain things very well. I feel like it’s important to share this information though because it’ll make things easier to understand in my future posts.
So, yes, he’s bisexual, but so am I. I just consider myself to be more attracted to men than women. So it’s not an issue, especially since we have an understanding. The understanding is that we can have sex with other people as long as both of us either know about it, or both of us are present and/or involved in the act. Hopefully that will clear things up a little. If it doesn’t feel free to comment & ask any questions you might have. Because at this point I’m unsure about how much detail I should give here.
He knows about and has read the blog. I’m sure I’ve said before that I would never let another boyfriend know about the blog, but how often do I really follow my advice? I think that’s why I’m so shy about writing certain things though. It’s as if I’m afraid of betraying his trust or confidence. I know that’s not true though because I asked him how he felt about it and he’s not worried about what I write.
That should be enough for now. Hopefully at least everyone knows that I’m still alive and didn’t get murdered or abducted by the mysterious Prince Buck Charming. So, yay! 🙂
Oh, and do I have some stories to tell. 😉 And you thought things here would get boring once I settled down and fell in love again. Bazinga!
Peace, love, & happiness.