Now that 2012 is over and 2013 has begun, I feel the need to come up with a new plan. You won’t find any new year resolutions here, just a new plan for my life. Actually, I didn’t have a plan at all for my life last year, or for many years before that, so I think just having a plan is a good start. Don’t you?
Since I’ve always considered thirteen my lucky number, I’m declaring 2013 my lucky year. This year I will choose to be more positive and more open to all that the universe has to offer me. I’ve also decided to make a conscious effort this year to be less of a whore. Yeah, you heard right. I’m going to reign in my lust for men and sex, and be more committed to being with just one person, hopefully the right person.
I know this must come as a shock to some of my readers, but even I have tired of the constant stream of pricks that have crossed my threshold over the years. Sure, they have made my life interesting and exciting, but it’s time to give the old “social norm” a try. It couldn’t possibly be any worse than what/who I’ve done. Plus I have been relatively single for almost a year now so that gives me sort of a buffer year to have prepared for my upcoming year of monogamy. Yes, I know monogamy is probably going to be difficult for me to get back into considering the lifestyle I’ve led over the past four years. However in the years before that I was always in monogamous relationships and was very good at it. Until my slip-up in my second marriage, I never would have considered myself a cheater. In fact I abhorred cheaters. I had been cheated on before and hated how it made me feel. I never wanted to cause anyone that kind of pain.
No, I’m not trying to get all preachy and self-righteous on you. I just want to make some changes in my life for the better. I know there has to be more to life than serial dating, one-night stands, and broken hearts. Of course I recognize the probability that I might fail in my quest, but either way I’m going to give it my all.
I am also going to commit to writing more often this year. I’ve been a lazy fuck this past year. Sorry about that.
Happy new year humpers!