I officially hate Valentine’s Day now. I’m so confused.
First of all this day sucked. I went to work and had planned all day yesterday & today to go to the store & get the stuff to make a great spaghetti dinner for Art tonight. When I got to work I found out I had to go sit at city hall for a couple of hours, and then Manwhore sent me a text saying he needed me to go home to let the rental place come and pick up his bed. So I ended up having no time to go to the grocery store, and had to help the woman load the bed into the van because the idiots sent her alone to get it. That was fun.
Then I had to clean up the apartment once that was done, get a shower, and get ready for Art to come over. Since I wasn’t able to cook we went out for Chinese food. I didn’t care as long as we got to hang out. We walked around and then came back to my place and watched a movie.
I kept waiting on him to make a move, but he never really did. This is where my confusion begins. I’m so not used to guys not groping me and trying to jump my bones all the time that I can’t help but wonder if something is wrong. Does he not like me? If not, then why does he keep seeing me? I’m probably just being paranoid because I’m not used to being with a decent guy, but still…what is he waiting for? We had sex once already so I don’t understand the sudden slow down.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I hate this. Maybe I should just ask him. I don’t want to come across as needy or desperate though, even though I am a little at this point. LOL
I keep telling myself to just breathe and relax. That it will all be ok. That he does like me and I’m just being ridiculous.
Oh well. Happy freaking Valentine’s Day.
P.S. Any advice is welcome. Please! Help the poor little redheaded preacher’s daughter understand what it means to be in a normal relationship! Thank you. 😉