Archive | November 4, 2011

Free as a bird

Hello!  I know I haven’t been posting as much lately.  Sometimes my life is a little too depressing and I’d rather not think, or write, about it.  However, things are looking up now.  I am finally going to settle my workman’s comp case and will be able to move on with my life.  I feel like my life has been on hold for a year and a half.  That’s all about to change though.

My sister isn’t wanting to stay in this house.  She wants to move back to Alabama to be closer to our family.  I don’t really want to be that close to them though.  I’m not sure where I’m going to go.  I miss living in a big city.  For once I have options.  I can move anywhere I want and start a new life for myself.  It’s very scary.  LOL  I’m not used to having so many choices.  It’s easier to do something when you don’t have any other choice.

Then again, I’m an impulsive person.  I do things on a whim without too much thought sometimes.  It’s still different this time though.  I’m actually putting some thought into it.  I’m not letting my actions be determined by my sex drive.  There’s no man who I’m rushing to move in with.  No man who has me entranced.  No man who I can’t live without.  It’s just me, wanting to live happy and free.  It’s about damn time. 🙂

Happy humping!