My life feels very stale right now. I’m living with my sister & nephew, and spend most of my time babysitting him while she’s either at work or running around feeding her horses. The small town that I live in is probably my least favorite of all the places I have ever lived in. My social life has been beyond dull lately. I’m man-free again. I actually miss Manwhore sometimes and the sex and entertainment that he provided me. He lives in a big city with plenty of fun things to do. I miss that so much.
I feel like I’m just standing still watching the world go by. I have too much time to think about everything that has happened over the last couple of years, and what could have been. I don’t want to think about all that stuff though. I know it’s a waste of time. That doesn’t stop my mind from wandering back there though.