Archive | July 12, 2011

Wii crack me up.

I’ve always loved those little moments when I just sit back and start laughing because what’s going on around me is so absurd or odd that I can’t help but laugh.  Tonight was one of those times.  I sure needed it too.  When I’m stressing out over a man, as I sometimes do, laughter is always the best cure.

I was in the living room with Fallen Angel (sister) and Little Bubba (nephew) and she was playing her new Dance Dance Revolution game on the Wii (she now has an Ebay addiction).  While she was paying attention to that, Little Bubba, who is almost 2 years old now, took off his diaper and started jumping on the couch completely naked.  I was sitting on the couch in my pajamas.  My sister had ordered a No!No! (I told you that we had an infomercial addiction) and I was testing it out for her.  (FYI: If you buy one, be warned, it basically burns the hair off – and it smells awful.)

I stopped burning the hair off of my legs for a moment to see how she was doing with the dancing game and it just hit me.  We looked ridiculous.  It was great.  I started laughing and my sister said, “What’s so funny?”  I answered, “Just look at us!”

I really do love my family.  It’s true that if it weren’t for them, I’d be normal.  🙂

Oh, and as a sidenote, tonight my sister told me that I am a bitch to men.  I think maybe she’s right.  I can be a cold-hearted ice queen bitch sometimes.  That’s ok though.  I don’t have time for stupid games and I have to look out for myself.  Even though I can be a bitch sometimes, the majority of the time I am a really nice person…unless you piss me off.  LOL

Happy humping & keep laughing!

Love & Sex Q&A #101

Love & Sex101

Does the thought of physical force during sex excite you in any way?

Being a woman who has had sex forced upon me I do not find it exciting.  I find it demeaning and cruel.  When I was 22 I was slipped a date rape drug and woke up not able to remember what had happened.  I only knew that something had happened and I was violently ill for three days afterwards.

Then there was the time in NYC when a guy forced anal on me.  There have also been other times when men have tried to penetrate me analy and I had to make them stop.  Even a couple of times I have had vaginal sex and something about the angle was bad and painful and I had to tell the guy to stop.  Most men do stop when you tell them that they are hurting you, but some men don’t.  Some men have told me that “it’s supposed to hurt.”  I beg to differ.  If it is painful then I am not enjoying it and do not want to continue.

I will confess however that a few years ago I got into playing Second Life online, and found some very strange areas to explore.  There are whole “neighborhoods” set up like inner cities or other scary areas where you can role-play being raped or forced into sexual acts.  I did try it a few times, but overall I was not turned on by the things that people would say when role-playing during these scenarios.

I think it was mostly just curiosity that made me want to try it.  Having been raped and forced into doing things that were painful may have caused me to have a heightened interest in it.  I’ll leave that for a therapist to decide one day.

Happy humping!

I came, I Googled, I conquered.

I Googled “preacher’s daughter” and found myself.

This could be good, but it could also be bad.  Anyone who knows me probably knows that I’m a preacher’s daughter and that I write a blog.  Anyone smart enough to put two and two together can find my blog if they try hard enough.

I don’t like being outed.  By outed I don’t only mean someone telling the world my real identity.  I also mean that I don’t want people that I know being nosey and going looking for it when I’ve asked them not to.  The whole point of keeping my blog anonymous is so that I can speak my mind freely without fear of retribution or judgement.  I especially don’t like being lied to about whether someone has read it.  How do I know I’ve been lied to?  Well, let’s just say that it’s not that hard to find out.

Even if the person searching for my blog believes that they are doing so with good intentions, such as getting to know me better, it still irritates me.  If you want to get to know me in real life, then just take the time to do so.  You can’t really get to know someone in a day or week or even a month.  Even then, there are some things that I like to keep to myself.  I know that putting my thoughts out here on the internet for the world to see is not exactly the best way to keep things private, but I believe it’s acceptable as long as I do my best to keep it completely anonymous.  That’s exactly what I have done since I started writing online.

I suppose curiosity is the main problem here.  Some people have a harder time than others avoiding the temptation of searching things out.  This is a problem that I also have sometimes, but if someone asks me not to do something, I try my damndest to do as they wish.

I’m done venting now. 🙂

Good night & happy humping!