Archive | October 5, 2010

The Preacher Is Human Too

Men make me crazy, and not always in a good way.  Take my father for instance.  I found out yesterday of some indiscretions on his part.  What makes me the most upset is that my mother is the sweetest person in the world and does not deserve this at all.  I don’t want her to EVER find out about this because I’m afraid it would just destroy her.  My sister says that maybe we should tell her though because if she were to find out and then find out that we knew about it and didn’t tell her then she would be even more upset, especially with my sister and I.  I honestly do not know what to do.  I don’t believe that the affair is still going on, but I do believe that he should be confronted about it.  I’m so angry and upset right now that I’m literally shaking and can’t sleep or eat.

My dad was always sort of my gold standard when it came to men.  I, albeit naively, thought that he was above the temptations of that sort.  My parents always seemed so in love and I’ve honestly never seen them fight, ever.

Is my mom just choosing to ignore it or does she really not know what was going on?  I’m so confused.  At this point my faith in men and their ability to be faithful to any woman has completely gone down the toilet.

Broken Heart